TrueCybele

I'm baaaaaaccck! This is the first time I've logged on in... months? To tell you the truth, going on dA started spoiling my mood. You know when most people see great art they get crazy inspired? See, I just get kind of frustrated and jealous-- especially seeing it right next to my crappy "art". But you know what? I will never be the best artist in the world. I will never be the best ANYTHING in the world. All I can do is my best... and art has always been my thing. Short stories when I was younger, then songs, then poetry, now drawing, I love it all.I am an artist in my own right, and always will be no matter where I end up. And I'm not eve

This is seriously my 6th attempt at writing a journal entry. Spread out over a few months, I mean. I log into dA, remember the fact that I was supposed to be keeping a cyber journal, and then write such a COMPLETELY VAPID, IDIOTIC INTRODUCTION THAT I WANT TO HANG MYSELF WITH MY OWN STUPID TRENDY SCARVES. Then I sigh, log out, and go about wasting the rest of my day online... completely forgetting about all the homework I have exactly 2 hours to complete. And we're not talking about the piece-of-cake "Explain the author's sentiment in paragraph 4-7" type of homework; we're talking straight-up fucking Greek translations. And keep in mind that

I really don't want to write an entry, because nothing exciting is going on in my life. But I promised myself that I'd keep this journal going, so that someday I can look back and be all "Oh God. Why.". It'll be a quick entry. Here I go. I purchased Skyrim for my Mac, using BootCamp. Can't really tell a difference in the graphics, but the Mods are very fun and allow for a better roleplaying experience. Using various Mods which I woud definitely recommend (Xenius' Character Pack, Better Females by Bella [Less Makeup Version], Less Harsh Elves, Humanized Elves, Caliente's Body Mod [Slim Version], etc.), I humanized my Orc character and